Monday, July 18, 2005 I suspect
I strongly believe
I wish what I think is true ...
Please, let it be true jessy | 7/18/2005 05:14:00 PM
Friday, December 10, 2004 However I intend to come back.
So, here I'm ( as a friend always sais)!
A year passed without a sign
I feel OK, and I believe I am OK.
But I think I have to put a new start ...
jessy | 12/10/2004 01:38:00 PM
I could not manage to remember my password to enter blog ...
What more I can say ...
jessy | 12/10/2004 01:36:00 PM
Wednesday, August 25, 2004 I am back after my summer holiday.
I never manage to deal with this sense of something ending when summer is going home. As if I close for the period of the coming autumn and winter.
These last days of summer are rushing so fast. I can't even stop a moment which I can enjoy...
Sad moods are becoming more and more. I miss people although they are near me, I miss emotions, warmness ... I guess this is a summer mania reaction ...
However these quickly passing days have their charm ... but seldom.
Am I getting older or just I become a prisoner of emotion jail.
I wonder every time, how I can think in this or that way ...
I have desires for something but I do nothing to achieve it. I just stay slightly self-pitying and ... bla bla bla
jessy | 8/25/2004 10:43:00 AM
Friday, May 28, 2004 My great friend is taking a ride with his love. A ride which I hope will be always smooth and sunny.
How simple is life!
What we most need is just somebody next to us. A person who you care, trust and rely.
Man must be a lonely creature. Man spends his life in the never ending search of a soulmate, a friend, a cotinuation of himself.
Thus we create friends, lovers ... thus we find the person to accompany us in the ride of life.
What I want to wish to Sal and Sil is:
Watch the world pass by
Never want to come down
Never want to put your feet back down
On the ground
Just follow your ride ... :)
(Jebby & "Depeche Mode" ) jessy | 5/28/2004 09:50:00 AM
Thursday, April 08, 2004 Easter is coming! Sping settled already. I thought it is the time of blossom of life! jessy | 4/08/2004 10:37:00 AM
Today is a black day for Bulgaria. 10 children died severely in the cold waters of a big river in Serbia. A bus accident! What an irrational end!
Don't know what to think ... maybe just noone knows what the next day, hour or minute will bring. It is so sad and severe that I do not dare to share it with anybody. Everyone thinks of this but noone tries to say a word. TV, radio, newspapers bla bla bla millions of words and pretend to make things rational ... but still the result remains the same ... stupid severe and painful loss of young people. Whom to blame? The bus? The driver? The weather? The road? The teachers? Whoseever the blame is ... noone can bring the smiles of the kids back! Neither their hopes and plans!
A black day! jessy | 4/08/2004 10:34:00 AM
Thursday, February 12, 2004 Listen everybody: I go to skiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :) jessy | 2/12/2004 03:38:00 PM
Tuesday, January 27, 2004 Still continue to like my life. Just can't escape from my thought of forgetting something. Days pass with their certainty but the feeling of something slipping from my fingers never disappear. I try to draw the lines of this something I always forget.
1/ I miss my friends? Maybe I have to spend more time with them
2/ I want to grow? Yes, still I think I'll never become mature
3/ I want too much from people? Do I?
4/ People expect from me to be the best? Am I?
5/, 6/, ... etc.
Things that bothers me never end but they still are not that shapeless thing I always feel I am forgetting.
Maybe I am forgeting myself?
jessy | 1/27/2004 05:27:00 PM