Wednesday, August 25, 2004 I am back after my summer holiday.
I never manage to deal with this sense of something ending when summer is going home. As if I close for the period of the coming autumn and winter.
These last days of summer are rushing so fast. I can't even stop a moment which I can enjoy...
Sad moods are becoming more and more. I miss people although they are near me, I miss emotions, warmness ... I guess this is a summer mania reaction ...
However these quickly passing days have their charm ... but seldom.
Am I getting older or just I become a prisoner of emotion jail.
I wonder every time, how I can think in this or that way ...
I have desires for something but I do nothing to achieve it. I just stay slightly self-pitying and ... bla bla bla
jessy | 8/25/2004 10:43:00 AM